Dear diary my teen-angst bullshit has a body count

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:37:31 GMT

so..my sister's playing DDR..
and she's swearing at it like a drunken texan
someone kill me?

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 06:12:10 GMT

new years..lemme break it down yo

I thought we weren't partying on new years so we did it before..
woke up the next morning,got ready,went dwntown looking for Ella,
found Ella,finished our plans,went our ways and made our way to party number one,
pretty fun,met some people,enjoyed some good times
went to the bus,made our way to party number 2,
party number 2=cancled
party number 3,Jodi started puking,Aaron was all over me and it was gross,John got jumped,Melissa was being annoying..but it was fun..then we had to leave and find a way to get to where the bus was
missed the count down walking through a gas station,
got the bus,got the pub we had to meet Ella's dad..went inside..Ella and Sabrina started dancing and they turned the music up for us and let us stay with the people who were still there
then we went out for a late night dinner at Denny's..went back to Ella's..got stoned..went to bed..
it was pretty fun for hte most part besides the bumps in the road

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 10:19:09 GMT

hmm..so..
christmas eve I didn't end up spending alone beause my family decided that they weren't going to church
Christmas was pretty awesome besides this whole ordeal with my grandparents
boxing day..was..fucked up..fun..disspointed..dramatic..weird..who knows what else,
Daryls mom scares the fuck outta me,saying we split alcohol everywhere,and had bikes in the house,broke the vaccum and did something to the microwave..what's true? none of it..which is why it was so funny
I'm getting such a lack of information from my friends about one of my best friends and it's pissing me off because I have no way to contact anyone to find out.
Bryce never called when he promised he would
I talked to my dad on christmas eve which was so great,
I finally met Rory and still don't see the big deal around him
my computer got reformated so I'm left music less..3 folders full of music...I'm really not impressed..and I forgot to save my bookmarks and some of them took me ages to find..
I kinda thought I'd be able to rest this break but I've done more running around and doing shit with people then I've done in months..and when I think I get to rest,it doesn't happen

-bitch bitch bitch-

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 08:03:15 GMT

so my mom randomly told me in the car today
"I'm gonna let you get a tattoo when you're 16"
I nearly had a heart attack

everybody in the club gettin' tipsy

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 01:54:43 GMT

LIP RING MAFIA NIGGAS

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 07:08:18 GMT

okay well..weekend over view
Friday-went for a block at school,picked up some shit went downtown.
waited around for an hour for someone to show up..hung out with Andrew and Matt..then Matt and Sara..then Jen..then I hung out with a wall for awhile..then Nigel and Natalie showed up..then we had to waste 3 hours because we couldn't go to Jodi's house until 8 because they were having a family dinner..fastes 3 hours of my life..then we went there..drank..got stoned..chilled..then Sabrina got stoned with us..and she was seriously..the funniest thing I've ever experianced in my entire life..me and Natalie were like..pissing ourselfs laughing..then we finally all decided sleep sounded really great around like..3
Saturday-went downtown again..saw some people..watched Alix get pierced..waited outside Capital Six for like..2 hours for Alix's mom..went back to my place..rented Seven (best movie EVER) slept...also talked to Bryce to hear the latest excuse on why he didn't meet up with me,then he got mad that I wasn't at my friends party when no one decided to call me and tell me what I was doing..fuckers
Sunday-slept in for the first time in moonnthhhss..then did nothing for the whole day..worked on my essay..then just kinda..wasted the day..and the whole day left like I was waiting for something..then I watched Snoop Dog cover Metallica and it pretty much finished my whole day and made me super happy..and now..I finish the night off with Ginger Beer that I can't even taste because of the overload of snot in my nose..god I love colds..my mom is going to buy me vic nose strips and that spray that numbs your thoart..then I get to do some christmas shopping..and some celebrations of good times..

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 05:36:24 GMT

so..today was cool,

we did self defence in P.E,which was really fun
-Measha and Laura talking about defending-
Laura "all you need to do is tense" -tenses..farts-
I could not stop laughing,I haven't laughed that hard in a really long

after school me and some kids from my socails class went to The Upper Room and gave out sock bombs,
it was really fullfilling actually, one guy got his sock and gave me a huge hug...people faces like..lite up when you gave them the socks..and then others were taking advantage of it and trying to get more then one..then there were others who wouldn't take them because they knew there were people who had it worst then they did and thought they shouldn't get them because of that
some lady was O.Ding,and another one was all wacked out on meth
it was just a really cool experiance,had a good conversation with a few of them

yeah,I dunno

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 23:31:37 GMT

me "mom can you buy me some moose"
mom "why don't you use everything else you have"
me "seriously mom..hair is like a painting..you can't make a masterpiece with just one colour..just like you can't get the perfect hair style with just one thing"
mom "ah.."

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 04:40:40 GMT

I bought a G-unit jacket..
I call him..
G-ballin

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 02:48:19 GMT

girl we couldn't get much higher says:
measha i so full
girl we couldn't get much higher says:
from sushi
For how long do we tolerate these fools,Drunk with power says:
ew.
girl we couldn't get much higher says:
SEAFOOOOD
For how long do we tolerate these fools,Drunk with power says:
x_X
girl we couldn't get much higher says:
eel!
For how long do we tolerate these fools,Drunk with power says:
BAARRFFF
girl we couldn't get much higher says:
YUM
For how long do we tolerate these fools,Drunk with power says:
think of those poor little fishies
girl we couldn't get much higher says:
im going to shove it down your throat one day
For how long do we tolerate these fools,Drunk with power says:
and I'm going to puke it back up on you one day

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 18:32:19 GMT

so..
just so everyone knows..November 19th is Nation Measha day,which also has a parade
but they call it the Santa Claus parade so people aren't crushed if they don't know who I am

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 02:29:11 GMT

okay so..four day weekend..kinda sucked..

Friday-I..uhh..went downtown with Meghan..nothing really exciting..got blooped by some coppers,ate some good pizza, got home and fell asleep at like..10

Saturday-downtown..again..to see Jodi..even though she went home..and when I got home my sister was there! although she was leaving to go to Sidney but I got to see her for like..20 mins..but yeah,

Sunday-wanted to go see Ella,but I wanted to see my sister..waited..and waited..and waited..then I talked to Jodi and we decided I was going to her house and I was tired of waiting for her to get home so I left,met up with Jodi,Natalie and Sabrina..we got there Jodi's sister and her friend were there..then they went to teh movie store..got movies..we watched the Notebook,like..half an hour in and Jodi's already blubbering..by the end..everyone was crying..it was beautiful..then..Jodi went to bed..me and Sabs slept downstairs and fell asleep to Beauty And The Beast...but I fell asleep to the previews..because I'm pathetic that way

Monday-got up early as fuck and got ready to take Escompton by strong..we went for first block..grade 9 sicence..but what's scary..I couldn't rememeber like..shit all haha..then..block 2 we went back to Jodi's..went back at lunch..me and Natalie hit Madalyns house until block 4..block 4 I went downtown with Jen,Holly and Natalie..then we ran into Sara..then Natalie,Holly and Jen left..then I left..then I ran into Meg on the bus..then I went home..and I watched Land Before Time

yup..

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:32:55 GMT

so..
I can now say I've stapled my finger..
I think it's evolving into cancer because there's a lump

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 06:50:44 GMT

Matt says:
my family was watching house, and i came down, and there was like this dad crying and his son was in a hospital bed
Matt says:
and it was playing dramatic music
Matt says:
and i didn't know what was going on
Matt says:
so i said "i'm sorry, but, I'm afraid your son is black"

fuck,I love that kid

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 22:38:35 GMT

for some reason today,
I really miss my dad

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 04:46:12 GMT

I spent almost 3 hours hugging a bucket puking up whiskey,then water,then bread
her dad thought I was sick,
I woke up feeling really gross until I let out a huge burp,then I felt good,
then I went on the bus and felt gross again

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 09:54:06 GMT

"when I'm sober,I smoke like a train..when I'm drunk I smoke like 5 trains"

me and Jen were standing outside right and we were all..creeping ourself out being all "if we see anything..that's not already there..I'm going to like..drop and cry" then we heard my next door people making woopy and started laughing, then we heard something in the bush,then we heard a cat like..scream
and we both jumped on eachother and almost cried and I like..jumped for the door..but went for the wall

AND WE HEARD ASIANS MAKING WOPPY

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 22:31:10 GMT

xclosertogodx

ANGER
-- Who did you last get angry with? Dylan,like always

-- What is your weapon of choice? probably..hair spray..it's a deadly little bitch

-- Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yup
-- How about of the same sex? gadly,

-- Who was the last person who got really angry at you? uhh..Dylan haha

-- What is your pet peeve? I could go on but,I like being young

-- Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? oh man..I hold grudges like there's no tomorrow

SLOTH

-- What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? brush my teeth..JUST KIDDING FOLKS
-- What is the latest you've ever woken up? like..1

-- Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: my sistur

-- What is the last lame excuse you made? "it's not the right wire,it's too thin"?

-- Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)oh man..love those really late at night

GLUTTONY

-- What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? starbucks.

-- What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? gosh..pack of beer,mickey of vodka,rum and coke,whiskey
-- Have you ever used a professional diet company? no?

-- Do you have an issue with your weight? obviously

-- Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? spicy

-- Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"? Yes.

LUST

-- Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? well duh,

-- Have you "done it"? nope.

-- What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? prrroobabbllyy...lips,hips

-- Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? oh god YES I HAVE,seriously

-- Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? nope

GREED

-- How many credit cards do you own? 540689565

-- If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? see how long I could make it last
-- Would you rather be rich, or famous? famous

-- Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? hella

-- Have you ever stolen anything? maybe

-- How many MP3s are on your hard drive? like..eaither over 200 or around

PRIDE

-- What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I'm not really proud of what I've done

-- What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? HONOR ROLL FUCKERS

-- What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? do something,that really changed something for someone
-- Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? no,I'm happy I even got there

-- Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill? hahha,no

-- Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? uhh..nope..maybe? I dunno

ENVY

-- What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? uhhm..a few things I guess

-- Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" OH GOD YES! SO FUN

-- If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? someone who's..not me?

-- Have you ever been cheated on? yes,I have

-- Have you ever cheated on someone? no,I have not
-- Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? fo sho

-- What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? uhh..no idea
-- Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? ..your mom

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 07:03:30 GMT

okay well...
lets see..
friday..I hung out with Kaya..one of the most boring days ever..I worked on my math for abit..but kept messing up so I stopped
saturday-I went downtown to see Dylan,he pierced his lip but the thing wouldn't go through..there was like..an over welming amount of blood it was gross..and I had to clean his face up because then he wouldn't have to walk through the mall with blood all over his face..he wanted to find out if somewhere they would give him a bigger needle..after walking out of Blank,he accidently opened the door too fast and it hit the wall..and the guy like..came outside and started freaking out at us..and it was funny because Dylan was all "woah dude sorry..I just opened to door to fast..no big deal" and the guy didn't know what to say so he like..pointed at us and went back inside..
then at the bus stop I got macked on hardcore by some like..80 year old..whenever I moved somewhere he'd follow me,he came like..right up beside so I kinda started walking around..then he started to talk to me..and started complimenting me..and he kept winking at me and outirkgfdg it was so disturbing..then I was like -walks over to bus times- and he was -follows-..and then he got on the same bus as me..oh my god..my mom thinks I should go report him..
the next few days will be..homework..a movie on monday maybe,and thanksgiving dinner with 10 people..it will be fun

these pictures are really big,get ready for it

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 01:24:59 GMT

Bryce got the vest for being the person to party the hardest

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 05:55:32 GMT

Last Cigarette: yesterday
Last Kiss: uh..last week I think..or the week before that
Last Cry: awhile ago
Last Library Book Checked Out: S.S text book
Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: Without A Paddle..I don't go to movies much
Last Book Read: no idea
Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck
Last Beverage Drank: rasberry gingerale
Last Food Consumed: stew
Last Phone Call: yesterday
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: air walks -cool-
Last CD Played: Poison The Well
Last Soda Drank: ^^^
Last Thing Written: a thing about industrial revolution
Last Words Spoken: "okay whatever"
Last Sleep: last night
Last IM: Sara
Last Ice Cream Eaten: a few weeks ago
Last Time Wanting to Die: I can see into the future..tomorrow night
Last Lipstick: red
Last Time Dancing: like..a few hours ago haha
Last Show Attended: so long ago
Last Big Car Ride: going to school today?
Last Crush: don't even ask
Last Annoyance: Bryce
Last Disappointment: Jodi
Last Time Scolded: uhh.
Last Shirt Worn: today
Last Web Site Visited: Nexopia nigga

NUMBER OF...
:x: piercings = 10
:x: tattoos = 0
:x: height = 5'5.
:x: shoe size = 8 I think..
:x: hair color = blonde and brown
:x: siblings = 2 sisters

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Devour
:x: movie you bought = Finding Nemo
:x: song you listened to = Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck
:x: song that was stuck in your head = uhhh..no idea
:x: cd you bought = Bane
:x: person that's called you = Sara
:x: person you were thinking of = uhh..I dunno
:x: friend you made = Danikkkaaa

DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = not really no
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = ha,yes
:x: you think about suicide = I wish this razor would cut as deep as my feelings -slice slice slice-
:x: you believe in online dating = heeellllzzz no.
:x: others find you attractive = probably no
:x: you want more piercings = a few yeah
:x: you drink = yea
:x: you do drugs = NOT ANYMORE MO FUGGA.
:x: you smoke = mhmm..
:x: you like cleaning = when I'm in a bad mood
:x: you like roller coasters = not really
:x: you write in cursive or print = Print.

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = against
:x: using someone = AGAINST.
:x: suicide = against,it's called WIMPING OUT
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = don't care
:x: doing drugs = Against.
:x: driving drunk = Against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = For.
:x: soap operas = For!!

FAVOURITE...
:x: song = it's up there,too lazy to write it all out again
:x: thing to do = sew and make thing
:x: thing to talk about = things that've happened
:x: sports = haha
:x: drinks = aquafina water..so good
:x: clothes = my vest
:x: movies = uhhmm..no idea
:x: holiday = I dunno

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = Yes.
:x: ever cried over a boy = Yes.
:x: ever lied to someone = Yes.
:x: ever been in a fist fight = almost
:x: ever been arrested = no

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = herbal essances fruit fusion
:x: shoes do you wear = didn't it already ask this?
:x: are you scared of = the dark,heights,bugs the list goes on

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? none
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? Countless.
:x: of hearts I have broken? No clue.
:x: of girls I have kissed? Tons.
:x: of boys I have kissed? Not as many.
:x: of drugs taken illegally? 3?
:x: of people I consider my enemies?oh man..don't get me started
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? once
:x: of scars on my body? tons,I'm proud of the one of my cheek though,I wear it with pride
:x: of things in my past that I regret? I regret a lot of things

FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie = Lion King
:x: nickname = Menasha.
:x: eye color = grey or like..IN YOUR FACE blue
:x: flower = roses,or bleeding hearts
:x: piercing = bridge or septum

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = not really.
:x: funny = yeah
:x: hot = no
:x: friendly = I should hope so!
:x: amusing = To myself at least.
:x: ugly = to a certain point
:x: loveable = I'm like a teddy bear.
:x: caring =to a certain point
:x: sweet = sure

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 02:14:52 GMT

I was so tired last night I fell asleep at like..10..in my clothes..it was weird

I have so much homework it's not even funny anymore..it's like..projects due one day after another,a test a day that one of them is due,homework..then more homework on top of that..

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 01:15:20 GMT

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 02:42:11 GMT

ooooooookkaayy...very..busy past 2 days..okay,

Friday
school,then went to do..FUBAR WEEKEND #3..I dunno yeah..okay..so it went like this
we met up with Stephen,Bryce and him got a boot,bought there smoked..then we met up with Sean,then Sara,then Sarah
then we went to the park,and drank
celebrated good times,did yoga,pretended to be a train because Bryce has one of those train blowly things,
went to Sidney,they got another boot,then we walked around for a bit..Sara at this point was like..passing out everywhere and couldn't walk..so she won the safety vest
we went into Movie Gallary and Sara passed out on the floor,then we went to the skatepark for abit and chilled,litterally..SO FUCKING COLD then caught the bus to Bryce's house

Friday night
we watched Pantera DVD's,everyone smoked a lot of pot,it was like.."okay lets go to bed" 2 minutes later "hey Duckie is that a doobie?"..then we went back inside..they wanted to sleep..so they did then again.."lets go smoke some more pot" I don't think I've ever seen Bryce that stonned before

moving on around..2..
Sara said me and Duckie had to be quiet for half an hour so everyone could fall asleep..so we did..
first Dylan started snoring..then Bryce started snoring..and it was like -Dylan snore- -Bryce snore- -Dylan snore- -Bryce snore- -both snore together-..it was pretty much a contest to see who was the loudest snorer..Dylan won..
then Sara started talking in her sleep..from around 2 to about 5/5:30..we made noises,made jokes,talked about nothing at all,then we passed out until..7..and started it all over again until about..8:30/9 then we went up for pancakes...it was soooo good..but I felt sooo gross haha
the night was very boring,but oh my god so funny..

Saturday
went into Saanich..they got ANOTHER boot..then we made some plans,and went downtown..
Me and Duckie had to wait for like..an hour for Stephen..then we ran into Meghan and Kim..I FINALLY got to meet her,sucha sweetheart..then we went into Fernwood and Duckie got his nose pierced twice,went to Vic High,they got stonned,Meghan got chased by a little kid with a water gun,then they started like..racing..the kid in the field,Meghan on the other side of the fence..it was so funny
then we bussed back downtown..got anooooothhherr boot (how many is that now?) got the bus home and here I am,

I must say,even though I can't warm up because I've been in the cold for 2 days straight,it was a pretty rad weekend

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 23:20:56 GMT

I've had the best weekend I've ever had in sucha long time

Friday-spent a very pointless day downtown

Saturday-went downtown again because Dylan never showed up on Friday,then when I went to take the bus..I read the thing wrong and I was like..an hour late to get home..I ran into John and Tambo and Gray was with them! it was soooo nice to see him again. after I finally got home I had to go out for dinner at my mom's friends house,it was nice..they ahve a really cute house..I got meet my mom's friends sons girlfriend..she was really nice..reminded me of myself at that age..but kinda annoying at the same time..she was one of those people who'd point out pointless information about herself..but that's okay..then we played video games..went up and looked at some pictures they got when they went fishing then went home..I was sooo tired but I had fun

Sunday-Celebration of good times in Sidney, aka Kaya's birthday celebration/fubar weekend #2..one of the best nights of my life..we played the name game for Kaya's german exchange student,then Sara got into a deep conversation about disgusting things that Sara talks about..relived some good ol times in at the bathroom at dairy queen, went down to the beach for awhile, finally got to really have a few good chats with Duckie,went down to the really long dock thing..Bryce kept throwing candles over into the water,and cans, and Sara ran all the way back to piss and guys were talking pictures of her when she was running back..it was some good times..and it will all happen again on Friday...pictures will be coming soon

Monday-woke up at Bryce's house..inside thank god...we almost had to camp out because there was so many of us..it was even cold inside..I would have died outside..then we watched TV, played Air Hockey..kicked both Bryce and Sara's asses..oohhh yeah..and someone busted Bryce's brother and he thought it was Bryce it was so funny..he's pretty creepy..then I went to go do my homework..realized that I forgot my text book at school and I have a test on monday..but I have some notes so I'm just gonna go with what I've got.